Monday, July 18, 2005
What lies in my future?
I've been doing alot of thinking lately. Things like what will I be in future, and whether I will be satisfied with what meagre pay I take home currently.
Though I am very sure that I won't be stuck in my current job for long since I wanna further my studies, but instantly money matters popped up in my mind, which sort of deters me from contemplating further. My mum told me to just concentrate on my job and save up money for usage on sch bks and such, while she herself will settle the loans for my future studies. This puts me at ease, but I am still worried bcos she didn't reveal much on where is she gonna borrow the money from, she simply said from some government organisation (which I forgot the name).
I know I wouldn't wanna halt at my Polytechnic education, especially after the Graduation Day held on 14th July. It made me realise that the 2 seconds fame on stage is nothing, and that's not what I had hoped for. I want to be able to put on the academic dress and the mortarboard in the near future, looking smart and all, and posing for a shot with my parents, which I will then be able to proudly frame it up and hang in my room or put on my table. I want to be in public relations, where I will get to handle media stuffs, and be able to put what I had learned into good use. I want a life that shouts "Cool!" and of cos a better life for my parents as they've been slogging so hard for half of their life, especially my dad. I want to be able to drive (in a nice car of cos) my parents down to a nice cantonese restaurant to "Yam Cha" every weekend, plus a comfortable home where they practically can sit in the massage chair all day, and hv the maid attend to them whenever they need something (sounds abit exaggerating though, as ppl need to walk to hv proper blood circulation hehe, but u peeps get the point I'm trying to convey I hope).
So, to achieve the above, I'll need to hv a decent degree, plus a high paying job. I hope God hears my request, and will help me thru this phase of my life, where currently I'm at a "neither here nor there" situation.
P.S. Maybe I should convert to Christian instead, since I say "God" instead of calling out to the Buddhist God, "Guan Yin" or whatever. Amitabha..Hehe...
Fingers dancing ended on 7/18/2005 09:01:00 PM
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Wednesday, July 06, 2005
Finally a holiday trip is coming true...
Hehe..
I'll be flying off to Bangkok for a holiday from 24th - 27th July.
Everything was so sudden. It all happened on Monday just after lunch, while I was pacing my feet over the cemented pathway, with the only thing on my mind being trying to get away from the glaring sun, and getting back to the well-ventilated office. My fren, June, den msg me and asked if I wanted to go to Thailand with her, saying that it was free, and I only had to pay for my shopping spree and meals. The 1st thing that came to my mind was: Got such gd lobang meh? So I replied her asking wad is that all abt, which she den told me her fren treat her de, as a bday present, but she dun hv a gal to accompany her, which is why her fren willingly paid for both of us so that she can den hv company on the trip. Wah..Where to find such a nice guy on earth rite? Haha..Anyway she kept telling me abt this guy last time lah, so yesterday I finally had the chance to meet him, and his another fren, which we den discussed abt the trip stuffs, and to tok abit of cock haha..So then I requested for leave from my sup straightaway after my fren told me abt it, and was approved the next day. Fast huh? N sudden too, I still can't believe I'm going to Bangkok in abt 18 more days? Haha...
Hmm, I've actually planned on how should I spend my money le when I get my pay on the 13th, but now I can save it up for the trip liao, and buy buy buy, as much as I can, cos it's not possible to grab such cheap stuffs in sg, not even when it's the GSS now..Heard my attachment fren said b4 that the real Levi's jeans in thailand only cost 60 plus sg dollars..Good buy rite? Haha..Peeps who want me to get anything back from Thailand drop me a comment in my tagboard ah, dun wait until I come back liao den scold me say nv get souvenirs blah blah haha..This will be my 1st trip overseas with frenz instead of families hehe, so looking forward to it...
Hehe..Anyway work is quite boring, or should I say it's the ppl there that are boring? Basically it's my team members lah, cos some of them remind me of my clsmates in poly, arrogant big bastards with super duper huge egos..I like those ppl whom I attended training with though, we get along well..I can't live without them now..There were abt 1 and a half wks where they ate without me, cos I was in another shift, and that's so sad, cos I feel so alone cum abandoned, n had to force myself to sit down and shove food down my throat with ppl I dun reali know..Haha that's an exaggeration lah, but abit sian lei, cos no common topic with my team members, or maybe I'm just being anti-social haha..I hope things will take a turn for the better..Optimism rulez yeah, and I must learn to be independent le..The working world is cruel..Haiz...
Fingers dancing ended on 7/06/2005 10:26:00 PM
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Sunday, July 03, 2005
Yawnz...
Sian ah, am reali yawning while trying to write this blog.
I was supposed to watch War of the worlds yesterday, but apparently one of my fren said she was too tired after work, the other one told me she's broke (me too), the third one not interested, and the fourth one didn't even bother to reply me, not even up till now (fyi, i msged her last nite). What nice frenz i have, so I practically slept thru my weekend. Haiz..So buay onz one u bitches haha...
I dun have much stuffs to write ah since nothing much happening lately ard me, at least nothing worth mentioning. Oh yeah Graduation Day coming up, on 14th July, and I'm thinking of wad the hell am I supposed to wear. I hate formal wear, why can't I simply don jeans and a plain top to collect my freaking cert? Not as if ppl will notice me anyway...
Haiz, frenz bdays coming up soon liao, july and august..Gonna be broke again even though there's pay haha..But I shall make it a point to get better presents for my frenz this year, since I'm employed liao, not studying anymore, so my finances are within my control and therefore they can expect better treatments from me haha..Frenz of mine u all are lucky this year haha...
Was trying to charge my damned hp just now, but the charger hole sot tio sia, last time already like that le, den I go repair but the problem still occur, den must twist the charger thing here and there den can detect the electricity..So I guess when i get my pay in august am gonna change fone liao..For the pay coming in on the 13th this mth not enuf lah, cos only half a mth pay, den wanna buy so much clothes haha..Anyway was browsing thru M1's webby just now and found out that there's a promo for Samsung E810C, den if I trade in my X70 it costs only $138..Looks like quite a gd catch wad, but I dunno when will the promo end lei sian...
Pardon me for this stupid entry, I anyhow type one..My english also getting suckier by the day..Sian..I must go hunt for nice books to read liao, when I'm free..Suggestions anyone?
Fingers dancing ended on 7/03/2005 09:53:00 PM
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