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Monday, July 18, 2005
What lies in my future?


I've been doing alot of thinking lately. Things like what will I be in future, and whether I will be satisfied with what meagre pay I take home currently.

Though I am very sure that I won't be stuck in my current job for long since I wanna further my studies, but instantly money matters popped up in my mind, which sort of deters me from contemplating further. My mum told me to just concentrate on my job and save up money for usage on sch bks and such, while she herself will settle the loans for my future studies. This puts me at ease, but I am still worried bcos she didn't reveal much on where is she gonna borrow the money from, she simply said from some government organisation (which I forgot the name).

I know I wouldn't wanna halt at my Polytechnic education, especially after the Graduation Day held on 14th July. It made me realise that the 2 seconds fame on stage is nothing, and that's not what I had hoped for. I want to be able to put on the academic dress and the mortarboard in the near future, looking smart and all, and posing for a shot with my parents, which I will then be able to proudly frame it up and hang in my room or put on my table. I want to be in public relations, where I will get to handle media stuffs, and be able to put what I had learned into good use. I want a life that shouts "Cool!" and of cos a better life for my parents as they've been slogging so hard for half of their life, especially my dad. I want to be able to drive (in a nice car of cos) my parents down to a nice cantonese restaurant to "Yam Cha" every weekend, plus a comfortable home where they practically can sit in the massage chair all day, and hv the maid attend to them whenever they need something (sounds abit exaggerating though, as ppl need to walk to hv proper blood circulation hehe, but u peeps get the point I'm trying to convey I hope).

So, to achieve the above, I'll need to hv a decent degree, plus a high paying job. I hope God hears my request, and will help me thru this phase of my life, where currently I'm at a "neither here nor there" situation.

P.S. Maybe I should convert to Christian instead, since I say "God" instead of calling out to the Buddhist God, "Guan Yin" or whatever. Amitabha..Hehe...

Fingers dancing ended on 7/18/2005 09:01:00 PM
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Regina
Shermin

::~Crap~::

When the going
gets tough,
just remember,
perseverance
is the key
to success.