Wednesday, August 02, 2006
Disgusted....
I'm feeling really disgusted with myself, for what I'm actually thinking of...I used to strongly object and condemn ppl who are two-timers and thinks that ppl who knows their gf/bf are two-timing them but still willingly stay wif them are either too despo or in need of love, or heck care, as long as there's someone that can cuddle up to....
True as it sounds, I guess it's correct to say that you won't know how it feels until you are in that situation to judge for yourself..I dunno why, despite wadever he's done, I'm still hanging on to wadever little hope that we can still be together, even if it's one where he can't promise me a commitment..Call me stupid or wadever..But now, I'll be grateful if someone can just slap the hell outta me so that I can stop dreaming, dreaming of the impossible to happen....
Or maybe I should just totally give up on guys and be a nun instead..Hahaha..Now that's lame..Alrite, think it's time for revision..I shall stop here, just felt the sudden need to release my thoughts out, whether or not there's anybody listening to me....
Fingers dancing ended on 8/02/2006 08:34:00 PM
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